I Want to Eat Your Pancreas (manga)

I Want to Eat Your Pancreas (Japanese君の膵臓をたべたいHepburnKimi no Suizō wo Tabetai), also known as Let Me Eat Your Pancreas, is a novel by the Japanese writer Yoru Sumino. Initially serialized as a web novel in the user-generated site Shōsetsuka ni Narō in 2014, the book was published in print in 2015 by Futabasha. A manga adaptation ran from 2016 to 2017. A live-action film titled Let Me Eat Your Pancreas premiered in 2017, and an anime film adaptation titled I Want to Eat Your Pancreas on September 1, 2018.

Plot

Haruki Shiga comes across a book in a hospital waiting room. He soon discovers that it is a diary kept by his very popular classmate, Sakura Yamauchi, who reveals to him that she is secretly suffering from a fatal pancreatic illness. Despite this, Sakura intends to maintain a normal school life, and thus is drawn to Haruki due to his relatively unfazed reaction to her condition. They begin to spend time together and become friends.

One school break, Sakura invites Haruki on a train trip to Fukuoka during which the two play truth-or-dare and eventually share a bed in their hotel. Afterwards, Sakura’s friends and classmates grow suspicious and resentful of Haruki’s newfound closeness to her. The two begin doing activities from Sakura’s bucket list together, until Sakura is suddenly hospitalized. During her hospitalization, the two sneak out to see fireworks together. When Sakura is discharged she messages Haruki inviting him to lunch, but does not show up at their meeting spot. Later that night, Haruki is watching the news with his family, which reveals that Sakura was stabbed on her way to meet him and that she is dead. He breaks down and does not attend her funeral.

Later, he visits her mother and asks for Sakura’s diary. Her mother recognizes him, and reveals Sakura left a letter for him. The letter tells him to keep the diary and to make her best friend Kyoko read it, as she was unaware of Sakura’s illness and hated Haruki. Soon after Haruki reads the letter, he immediately breaks down into tears as he never felt so much sorrow for a single person before. Before leaving, Sakura’s mother asks for his name. He replies “Haruki” to which she replies, “so you two were meant to be,” explaining the meaning of their names, Haruki (spring trees) and Sakura (cherry blossom). He meets with Kyoko, who is in denial that Sakura ever lied to her, but after reading the diary she runs away. Haruki runs after and asks her to be his friend, for it was Sakura who made him open up to people and he wants to honor her memory. The movie ends with Haruki and Kyoko visiting Sakura’s grave a year later, the two of them having become friends.

 

I Want to Eat Your Pancreas
Kimi no Suizō o Tabetai cover.jpg

The cover of the novel featuring Haruki Shiga (left) and Sakura Yamauchi (right).
君の膵臓をたべたい
(Kimi no Suizō o Tabetai)
Genre Coming-of-agedrama
Serial novel
Written by Yoru Sumino
Published by Shōsetsuka ni Narō
Published 2014
Novel
Written by Yoru Sumino
Illustrated by loundraw
Published by Futabasha
English publisher
Published June 19, 2015
Manga
Illustrated by Izumi Kirihara
Published by Futabasha
English publisher
Seven Seas Entertainment
Magazine Monthly Action
Demographic Seinen
Original run August 25, 2016 – May 25, 2017
Volumes 2
Anime film
Directed by Shinichirō Ushijima
Produced by
  • Yūma Takahashi
  • Shinichirō Kawashida
Written by Shinichirō Ushijima
Music by Hiroko Sebu
Studio Studio VOLN
Licensed by
Released September 1, 2018
Runtime 108 minutes

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